Monday, September 21, 2015


I thought I had reached a point in life that disappointment couldn't really affect me. But I was wrong. I am not going to really go into the ins and outs of it all here, but suffice to say I have a bit of a broken heart. It's going to mend up quick though. I have the support of my family and friends, and an amazingly supportive guy to lean on. I think I just was really caught off guard because things were going so well. It's just a speed bump though. I am changing my life if it kills me. And I've come way too far to turn around now. Who would have imagined 5 years ago I would be sober, smoke-free, on good terms with all my family, and my good REAL friends. I got out of that town. I got away from those people. I ditched all the toxic caustic people that I still love but can never have in my life while they can't see they are drowning. I like where I am at, even if I am super disappointed at the moment. =)