Well I spent the day at the hospital and went through that whole emotional rollercoaster again. Not so mad today, but I still can't say that I am fond of some of my families behavior. But today I didn't really see it. anuemonia has set in and Gramma may not make it through the night. In a sense that would be a blessing. She is completely unaware at this point. Just blasted full of morphine to keep her as comfortable as possible until she goes. My nieces broke down tonight and just wanted to understand why there was nothing more that could be done to keep her with us. I think by the end of the night they did understand but I am not sure. I hope so.
I am heading back to the hospital in Eugene in the morning, if I don't get any calls through the night saying I don't need to go. I don't know what to hope for.
Still no word about the job. Hmmmph. I think my Sissy got a job there though. Oh and Jenny they make you pee in a cup as a urine analysis to make sure you are not on drugs before they hire you. They do do it here very regularly. Anyway I'm gonna crash so I can set out early in the morning. TA~