Moving Forward...not ON

I am getting ready to move out of my home town and the place that spawned all of my most treasured moments for a smaller town close by where I will be with more family everyday. I'm also getting ready to start my 3rd term of college and am doing pretty well with it. I have left a lot behind me but I am still not moving on, only forward. My heart is still trapped in the wake of my losses and I don't know when if ever I will be ready to fish it out of the abyss and try to shake it off. But I am okay with that. Moving on feels a whole lot like I would be leaving them behind and I can never do that...