K I like this one it's different.

I AM: unknown
I WANT: to be known
I HAVE: words
I WISH: time could double itself and I could be 15 again
I HATE: growing up and waking before 9:00 am
I FEAR: I will always be unknown
I HEAR: music in the words that rumble through my head
I SEARCH: for a reason to change
I WONDER: if I'll find it
I REGRET: that I haven't yet
I LOVE: words
I ACHE: always
I ALWAYS: ache
I AM NOT: known
I DANCE: in the shower (one day I'll hurt myself I am sure)
I SING: when I am alone in the car (or doing dishes)
I CRY: for sappy coffee commercials and talk shows
I AM NOT ALWAYS: satisfied
I WRITE: always
I WIN: little that matters
I LOSE: little that matters
I CONFUSE: everyone
I NEED: something that eludes me
I SHOULD: find it
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DO YOU KEEP A DIARY: in a sense ( I blog)
YOU LIKE TO COOK: sometimes
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: the question is does it believe in me
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: myself
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: myself
THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: I think sexy should be subtle and he doesn't know he is
THE CUTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: b
CLOSEST FRIEND: m and my mom
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: my mother knows everything about me
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: that tomorrows just keep coming and I still haven't figured out yesterday
INSIDE JOKE: shopfleet enterprise, bootloops, don't mess with your own perception, ufos at Wilson creek, following the Christian mission across the river into Compton...and many more
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DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: do they still make that soda? Hee hee, I don't know anymore
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
GET EMOTION SICKNESS: yes
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: mom=98% of the time, dad= 80% of the time, my fault or theirs it is usually petty and forgotten before the day is done
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: hell ya
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: kinda brownish red
EYE COLOR: hazel blue
BIRTHPLACE: grants pass oregon
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FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 90,000 (# of words in an average manuscript)
COLOR: blue
DAY: Thursday
MONTH: december
SONG: deliver me by sarah brightman
FOOD: mom's broccoli cassorole
SEASON: winter
SPORT: to play; volleyball to watch; none really
DRINK: there is Dr. Pepper in my veins but I don't think anything tastes better than ice cold milk
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: depends on what it is
********** IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
GOTTEN SICK? Does psycho headache fall under the category of sick?
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Picked it up and brought it home
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: yes
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes
MISSED SOMEONE? no
HUGGED SOMEONE? Yes S, lots of times
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
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NAME 5 BANDS YOU'VE LISTENED TO IN THE PAST WEEK:
1. breaking benjamin
2. crossfade
3. joss stone
4. gretchen wilson
5. amy sloan
NAME 7 THINGS YOU HATE:
1. my alarm clock
2. my car
3. ex-bosslady
4. mustard
5. carpet tacks
6. bills
7. colds
WOULD YOU EVER:
1. EAT A BUG? yes
2. BUNGEE JUMP? yes
3. HANG GLIDE? yes
4. KILL SOMEONE? If it was them or me hell yeah, if they threatened or hurt someone I love, hell yeah
5. KISS SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX? I kiss my nieces all the time ;)
6. HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX? no just not my thing.
7. PARACHUTE FROM A PLANE? yes
8. WALK ON HOT COALS? yes
9. GO OUT WITH SOMEONE FOR THEIR LOOKS? doubtful
11. BE A VEGETARIAN? Hell hasen't frozen yet, I am a carnivore
12. WEAR PLAID WITH STRIPES? Sounds like something my mom put me in before I knew any better
13. IM A STRANGER? Done it before
14. SING KARAOKE? Depends on how much alcohol is in me
15. GET DRUNK OFF YOUR ASS? Done it before
16. SHOPLIFT? Done it before, but not in many years
17. RUN A RED LIGHT? Have on accident, not on purpose
18. STAR IN A PORN VIDEO? no
19. DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE? yes
20. BE ON SURVIVOR? yes
21. WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC??yes
22. NOT WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC? yes
23. CHEAT ON A TEST? maybe
24. MAKE SOMEONE CRY? Not on purpose
25. DATE SOMEONE MORE THAN 10 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU? yes
26. STAY UP ALL NIGHT? yes


QUOTE OF THE DAY: I HAVE LOVED TO THE POINT OF MADNESS; THAT WHICH IS CALLED MADNESS, THAT WHICH TO ME, IS THE ONLY SENSIBLE WAY TO LOVE. - F. SAGAN

WE ARE ALL IN THE GUTTER, BUT SOME OF US ARE LOOKING AT THE STARS.
-- OSCAR WILDE